MY GOD/MOM IT STILL HURTS SO VERRRRRRRRRY MUCCCCCCCH STILL HERE IT IS ANOTHER HOLIDAY COMING UP OF HALLOWEEN, WE SURE HAD ALOT OF FUN AND GREAT MEMORIES, I MISS YOU/LOVE YOU AND WISH WITH ALL OF MY HEART THAT IT WASN'T OVER HERE IN THIS WORLD, I MISS YOU AND THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST EVER THAT I CAN'T WRITE/CALL/VISIT IT S-U-C-K-S BIG-TIME I AM GONNA AMAKE CARAMEL APPLES AND CARVE 2-PUMPKINS FOR HALLOWEEN ON MONDAY (: (: JACK-O-LANTERNS, THEY WILL BE SHINING OUT ON THE DECK, ILOVE THIS PLACE OUT IN CHINO MY CABIN IN THE WOODS/JUNIPER WOODS (: (: AWESOME,WELL I WILL GET BACK ON HERE AGAIN, I KNOW, IT'S THE ONLY PLACE THAT I FEEL I CAN TALK TO YOU, REMEMBER DRESSING UP FOR HALLOWEENS PAST IT WAS NICE........LOVE YOU CINDYKAY/ROSEBUD/LITTLE FLOWER HEY LET ME KNOW U R AROUND ?? THANKS THRU JESUS-CHRIST AMEN........