MOM, IT SO S-U-C-K-S THAT"YOU" R GONE FROM HERE, IT'S N-E-V-E-R THE SAME, AND IT SUCKS-B-I-G "TIME" I AM PRETTY MUCH "SAD" ALL THE TIME,PEOPLE AND SO CALLED FRIENDS WERE ALL LIARS, NO BODY KNOWS OR CARES, I SEND YA THINGS/TALK/PRAY TO YOU AND ABOUT YOU, AND I FEEL LIKE I COULD "LOSE" MY "FRICKIN-MIND" 4-SURE I WILL ALWAYS MISS ME/YOU/RICKY LEE/RUSSELL, OUR FAMILY, THE ONLY ONE I HAVE "EVER" KNOWN I "MISS" R TIMES/SEASONS TOGETHER AND I ALWAYS WILL (: (: MAYB AGAIN SOMEDAY/SOME WHERES ? I DON'T KNOW, ANYTHING ANY MORE ? IT IS "LONELY" YOU WERE "RIGHT" YOU WERE ALWAYS RIGHT, JUST LIKE "BRIGHAM", I JUST WANNA BE "HAPPY" WELL, I "LOVE"-YOU-"MISS"-YOU AND I "HATE" IT WITH OUT "YOU", I SURE "HOPE" U R AROUND AND YOU R WITH EVERYTHING WE EVER "LOVED" AND "CARED" ABOUT M-O-M 4-EVER CINDYKAY/ROSEBUD/LITTLE FLOWER THE LOSER........