I AM A "SCREWED-UP" "MESS" STILL/OVER "YOU" I MISSSSSSSSS YOUUUUU/SO VERRRRRRRRY MUCCCCCCCCH ! I REALLY DON'T KOW ?? WHAT TO SAY/THINK/FEEL/ALOT OF "TIME'S"/SEASON'S-ANYMORE,"THANKS" FOR ALL THE "GREAT" TIMES WE DID HAVE-THE HOLIDAY'S, I WISH I COULD SEE YOU OR FEEL UR PRESENCE-I REALLY MISS U/LOVE 4-EVER ME/STUPID ME FOR ALOT OF THINGS I WISH I WOULD/COULD HAVE DONE BUT ITS TOO LATE IN PERSON/FLESH AND I AM SOOOO SORRY 4 ALOT OF THE STUPID THIGS I DID OR SAID,I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD ALOT OF TIME LEFT WITH YOU.....