MOM LOVE TO YOU AND ADMIRATION I MISS YOU BUNCHES I AM SO SORRYI WILL ALWAYS FEEL GUILTY ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS AND IT SUCKS SOMETIMES I WISH WE WOULD HAVE PASSED TOGETHER WHEN WE WERE REALLY HAPPY BACK IN THE DAY BELIEVE ME IT IS EXTREMELY HARD TO NOT BE WITH YOU PHYSICALLY ANY MORE IT SUCKS BAD AT TIMES, I DO NOT KNOW HOW U COULD HAVE HANDLED IT IF IT HAD BEEN ME GOD WE WERE SO CLOSE TO CLOSE SOMETIMES BUT I WILL ALWAYS MISS/LOVE YOU 4-EVER I HOPE YOU DO/CAN 4 ME ROSEBUD